+Sunday, February 07, 2010+
God! i have no one to turn to but to turn to you. I think i have lost myself, and i hate the current mi. I often feel insecure, i am often fearful. I often have nightmares becos of him. This kind of feeling sucks big time!
when will i be able to recover? should i forgive? he msg mi yesterday stating whether am i still mad at him, stating am i very unhappy being his friends....... i really dunno....... i seriously dunno.... i hope i can get over him soon... and bring back my true self....
.mmei huii bloggedd @ 7:25 PM.
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