+Thursday, December 10, 2009+
hm..... i think.... i have become a person who cant really express my emotions in front of others already....i think my friend called it yu yi zheng.. i am quite surprise that deep down though i am very sad.. i can laugh and joke ard with my colleagues. His name can appear many times in the conversation but then, there isnt any sign of depression.... why is that so ?? mmm.....
i am sad, sad that it ended real fast, sad that i felt some kind of cheated, sad that i cant get to know u better, sad that you dun seem to bother.... when will i be happier.... i am now very afraid of being alone when i am alone, i feel depressed, i think more, i teared more..i seriously dunno how to face you.
.mmei huii bloggedd @ 10:40 PM.
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