+Saturday, September 13, 2008+
yeah... it's another week... and next week is the last week of my training. Mixed feelings to the end of this training, i dunno who am i going to work, how late would i have to work, will my senior teach me and be patient with me, is the job a shit job, i am a qualified A1 in the company.. many concerns going through my mind.
didnt actually listen in class for the past few days until yesterday when the trainers taught about Gamx. And that is when stress begins to set in. I was told that there were instances whereby assistant cried because they are unable to complete their work and do the relevant updates of gmax as per required. When i whined to my seniors about that complicated system, they remained silence. I was expecting them to reply saying "it's ok, you get to learn and experience more in the fieldwork". But none of them gave mi this reply. Some of the more experience assistant claimed that we MUST know it. Although there is always someone with more experience in the job, but who can guarantee that the senior isnt nasty, isnt patient. What if the senior expects me to know everything about gamx since i have gone for the training. hm....... i am starting to worry whether am i able to survive for a couple of years in ey. I aint as detailed as auditors, my concentration span is very short, i get drifted apart easily in a conversation and i can be quite lazy at times.....
ok lar i am tired shall continue another time bye
.mmei huii bloggedd @ 12:22 AM.
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