+Saturday, May 05, 2007+
yeah!! finally can blog lo.... feeling damn rotten today, not becos of pms, jus things dun go that smoothly...
was just reading a friend's blog, and it almost brought mi to tears. he mentioned about his friends. how life had changed. he reminished the days whereby he and his group of friends did all those crappy things together. However, right now, when they have meet up, things changed. The cast still remains however, feeling changed, people changed....
indeed... ppl tend to think differently when they are at different environment... when they got together... the feeling is different, a feeling of distance and probably a sense of awkardness..that's quite sad.... but nevertheless life still goes on... times indeed waits for no man..
but why did i feel so much about his post, is i also wished so much to go back to my old days.. i am really tired of the my life... i have real high expectation of myself, i am inferior towards myself, no strength to pull through.... i am very often afraid that i would fall.... i often protrayed myself as a positive person in front of others, encouraging ppl to jia you... but when i reflect on myself.. SHAME!
.mmei huii bloggedd @ 9:17 PM.
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