+Thursday, July 06, 2006+
wa!!! so fast, and it is july. Joan and peixuan are leaving tml. I can tell joan is quite excited about it, but i am not....i am seriously least excited about it. So afraid that i would peng kui over there. The thought of me leaving my family, my friends, my joy, my pillar of strength.. makes mi really sad. 13th.. this day i wonder how woud i be like. Waving goodbye to everyone excitedly at the departure gate, or would i be crying over there. i think i would most probably be crying over there, jus the thought of it would made me teared.Gosh... pray hard, i dun wan to dui lian over there man....The steps ahead of mi, is really filled with uncertainty, every step i took or i am going to take, would have to be carefully thought is through. There is no one for mi to ask, no one to tell mi what to do, no one to help mi do..... I AM SCARED !!!
My sis was telling me, meihui do u know that when u come back, u would not have much friends over here already, your friends would not be in singapore and you would be ji muo...
Friends i believe you all wont pao qi mi rite !!!!
to Wen Loo and Shuqi-wa!!! we know each other for like 11 years already rite.. amazing !! Though in between we are not in contact, but pals, thanks for being so eager to maintain this relationship. The night you all came to look for mi, surprised and touched mi. Whatever u all are doing, i wish u all the best and i promised i would meet u all again when i come back ok !!! er... dun force mi to sing again...
to jin tai pals - Joyce, See yEE, Xin Yi, AmandA, SuAt LinG, EVon- Chatting with u all is so fun(wu suo bu tan).. Though we dont often meet up, though we are all doing different things but moments with u all are unforgetable. ppl ard us scattered, but we still stay close together. This group of friends... erm... they like to complain, but they are not petty. They are kpo and gossipee, but they dun backstab. They are cheeky, but they are cute. They are quite loud, but they are not fake.
to TA 27 pals- suqing, siting, jo lim, ziwei, lihui - all these ppl are like my jie jie...except ziwei la.. like my di di... they often give mi pieces of advice. Though u all always say i am gong gong one, but i enjoyed being one, covered under ur arms, very secured and protected. Thanks peeps. i certainly enjoyed the company with u all.
To my geylang clan - huimei, joanne, joan,peiling, xueting- third year in np is my craziest and most crappy days. geylang clan, what do u expect? bitch lo... lol... yup yup.. bitch until i become the jian huo wahaha ...gee... i would really miss the company with u all. They are simply too cute, when i tell them i am being bullied, they would really think of tactic for mi to get back at them. Funny though..lol...
Thanks friends!!!! i love u all so much so much... and i would certainly miss all of u. i know a few of u are excited seeing the change in mi when i come back. but one thing that would certainly not change is our relationship. eeezz.. so rou ma !!! but cannot pao qi mi ok !!! MUaks.... all the best =D... feel free to come over and find mi wahaha...
.mmei huii bloggedd @ 12:09 AM.
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