+Wednesday, August 17, 2005+
puzzled, confused, fearful, bewildered is wat i am feeling right now .... oh my god !!!
miss tay came to talk to us jux now... persuading us to go to china for attachment.... for.. 5 months....
it really seems tempting.... but i am afraid that i will be home sick...what should i do....
if i go.. i might have a better prospect, well it would look better in my resume, i would be able to learn more things, learn cantonese, more independent... more changes!!!
but if i go...i will miss everything here... wat should i do.... imagine new year in china... oh my god
really puzzled... my dad i guess would be rather be supportive of it.. but my ma.. will miss mi... for her tone of voice it doesnt seems like she is very supportive....
what am i going to do??? i have already place this thought aside and decide on something already... but alamak..miss tay to talk to us... which make my decision dong yao again....
she arh really got convincing power sia... the 10 days trip also, she is the one convince mi to go one....haiz....
.mmei huii bloggedd @ 4:09 PM.
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