+Friday, January 14, 2005+
ha... was in depression right now... i jux feel i am someone... without a soul in mi.. jux a dead body... haiz...
nothing seems to go on well, really wish to give up, but do i have a choice... really wanna shut my eyes and ears and myself from this world... but can i eascape from this forever...
i hated myself... argh... if i have a choice... i dun wan to come into this world man.... haiz.....
dun wish to blog le.... gtg byebye.....
*god pls give mi more strength to hold on... and breathe more freely... i feel that i am drowning...
hope : everyone is happy and i will be happier i guess....
.mmei huii bloggedd @ 11:31 PM.
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